Tick Tock

You can hear it here.

It started out as music only. I was listening to a lot of pop music at the time. Its actual working title was “MarsHeavenShipsPreach”.

The first draft was written and recorded on 27 May 2022. Although I was listening to pop music, the style of the song is basically a hard rock song.

And the draft sat with me for a few months. And I kept listening to it. 

On 12 September 2022, I did a change to the structure and added some more melodies. This became the final musical version you now hear.

I had no lyrics and I had no idea at the time that it would become the third part of “Doomsday Clock”.

So I started to look through my various lyric books and diaries that go back to 1998. The themes started to all fit in with “Doomsday Clock”.

The “Countdown” lyrics were written on 23 June 2008 and they provided the first lyrical draft with the lines; 

V1
Run for cover from the fury
I am my own worst enemy
I don’t need to find a killer 
When the killer lives inside of me

PRE
I strangle all I love
Within my hands
I need to control
Everyone in my life
I’m at war with myself
It weighs me down like lead
Like the shadows of the past

The Chorus hook came in March 2024. 

The first Chorus draft had the words; 

Tick tock tock (x2)
The clock is falling, 
It keeps on calling
Tick tock tock (x2)
I’ll face my fears, 
Wipe away the tears
Tick tock tock (x2)
No more running, 
No more hiding
Tick tock tock (x2)
A reminder of the fight 
Lurking in the night

Some random lyrics written on 23 February 2024 gave me the lines, “I can’t control what happens to me, but I can control how I interpret and respond”.

Of course these were morphed and adjusted to suit the syllables needed.

By 25 March 2024, I had the first new draft of Tick Tock written.

V1
Run for cover from the fury
I am my own worst enemy 
I don't need to find a killer
When the killer lives inside of me

PRE
I strangle all I love
Within my hands
I need to control
Everyone in my life
I am at war with I 
And it weighs me down like lead
Like the shadows of the past

CHORUS
Tick Tock Tock (х2)
The clock is calling
Up Its falling
Tick Tock Tock (x2)
No more running
No more hiding

V2
I cant control what happens to me
I can only control how I respond 
Once you burn some trust
It’s impossible to earn it back

PRE
Fault is from choices
Made in the past
Blaming others for my misery
Just made my misery
So much worse
And misery loves misery

Then I came across a diary from 2011 and I had a song written there called “Conversations With My Sanity”. 

And it had the lines; “Hello it’s me”…

Another rewrite on 17th May 2024, gave me the final lyrical version.

V1
Hello it’s me again
A guilty soul with a broken crown 
I don’t need to find a killer
When the killer lives inside of me

PRE
Silver coins 
Judas Kiss
Pay the cost
What I want
I’m at war 
With I and I
And it weighs me down like lead

CHORUS
Tick Tock Tock (х2)
Digging in this dirt
Trying to fit in
Tick Tock Tock (х2)
The devils calling
As I keep falling
Tick Tock Tock (х2)
Say the sinnes prayer
To light my way
Tick Tock Tock (х2)
No time for goodbye
On wings that dont fly

V2
Hello its me again
I cant control what happens to me I'm at the same place somewhere And it feels like I can never leave

PRE2
Same old song
Sing the words 
Take a side
Face the truth
I'm at war 
With I and I 
A sinner returns with a smile

CHORUS

SOLO

Tick Tock Tock (x8)

OUTRO

Crank it.. \::/